Sunday 8 May 2011

The Ruins of my life

Sing a song for sorrow. tell me of its woes.
Play the notes of tomorrow. as this world breaks my bones.
Cry your tears into the ashes of the sodden fire.
Sitting alone in the rain atop the funeral pyre.

Thinking of a day lost somewhere in my past.
Staring at the bottom of half forgotten glass.
Lost in memories that never seem to fade.
Close my eyes and pray it goes away.

I walk among the remains of a burned out home.
Charred wood and bits of broken stone.
Broken glass and memories line the floor.
Whatever joy it once knew remains no more.

Inside a overgrown Wall there lies a wayward garden.
There remains no beauty here for me to behold
Path is strewn with snakes the skies dark with crows.
near a headless Figure there stands a blackened rose

The rose is withered its petals have died.
Thorns once clean are soaked in blood.
Clean water once its home now dark with filth.
Gentle breeze no longer blows but cruel winds.
Its roots once so deep in the earth now lie dead.

Like me its time is no more.
DUFAN ZEKA

                                           HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY

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DUFAN ZEKA

Tuesday 3 May 2011

People

  To those fixed on white,
White is white,
To those fixed on black,
It is the same,
And red is red,
Yellow, yellow-
Surely there are such sights
In the many colored world,
Or in the mind.
The strange thing is that
These people never see themselves
Or you, or me.

Are they not in their minds?
Are we not in the world?
This is a curious blindness
For those that are color blind.
What queer beliefs
That men who believe in sights
Disbelieve in seers.

O people, if you but used
Your other eyes
You would see beings.

DUFAN ZEKA

Poem About My Self

I have to live with myself and so
I want to be fit for myself to know,
I want to be able as days go by,
To look at myself straight in the eye.
I don't want to stand with the setting sun
And hate myself for the things I've done.

I don't want to hide on a closet shelf
A lot of secrets about myself,
And fool myself as I come and go
Into thinking that nobody else will know
What kind of man I really am;
I don't want to dress myself in sham.

I want to go with my head erect,
I want to deserve all men's respect
And in this struggle for fame and pelf
I want to be able to like myself.
I don't want to look at myself and know
That I am a bluster and empty show.

I cannot hide myself from me;
I can see what others can never see;
I know what others can never know,
I cannot fool myself, and so

Whatever happens, I want to be
Self-respecting and conscience free.
DUFAN ZEKA

You Are Ghost In My life.

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DUFAN ZEKA

Wednesday 20 April 2011

Kasih Orang Terbuang

lara hati ini pabila diri terpinggir daripada perhatian dan kasih sayang. Tersinggung bilaman perhatian dibeza-bezakan. Dan dalam diam-diam dikuis rasa pilu dan sendu yang maha dalam. Walau akhirnya tumpah jua di celah-celah nestapa..bertakung..berladang di ruang-ruang kelukaan. Pedihnya bertahun lamanya begitu.Pun ditebalkan muka..Dipekakkan telinga. Dia perlu mengalah demi orang tua. Apakah sangat melayan rajuk di
hati.. biarlah dia menahan rasa...tidak berkudis mengalah demi kebaikan semua. Bertahun juga dia menahan diri daripada semau rasa. Lalu rajuknya...dihimpun dalam bentuk zikir dan doa yang tidak pernah putus. Niatnya hanya satu. biarlah keampunan ini diterimaNya...menjadi peneman di dalam perjalanan menuju
menemui TuhanNya. Dan rasa terkilan ini biarlah disimpan di daras hati.... agar kekesalan tidak menjadi rancu dalam Diri...

(peace)

DUFAN ZEKA

Tuesday 19 April 2011

Tebangun di Malam Subuh

sunyi sepi~
hanya yg kedengaran bunyi2 serangga malam~
lebih baik sambung balik tidur~
harap2 mimpi yang tadi juga ahahah~


(Morning)

DUFAN ZEKA